Buying the house, I had a panic attack when I went to get the money from the bank for the down payment. I started crying and hyperventilating at the bank. It was not fun. Bri tried to calm me down and kept saying we had to do it.

I knew I could get out of it if I wanted to and I did want to. But I eventually pulled myself together and accomplished the task. I'm glad I did but damn, it was difficult.